Hehe.

2011-03-19T08:00:00.001-07:00

Its so long since I've blogged, I thought this blog is gonna rot and die away soon. Lol.

But this sudden urge to blog is just plainly, an excuse for me not to start studying for my finance and marketing exams next week. The inertia to study is pretty strong, and I am quite positive (ironic word) that I will regret next week after each exam.

Oh, well..

Life has been pretty good to me for this few weeks. Just met Xinying and gang yesterday, and had a project meeting with mok, tc and peizhi today. Its been fun and laughter these few weeks, and everything feels good.

But there are instances when I feel quite dumb, like what I've brought out in class feels redundant and somehow, unnecessary. Perhaps it is because in the presence of others, my cognitive abilities are reduced due to pressure, or the assumption that someone else will provide a better answer than me and it is unnecessary to deeply process those information. That is my likely explanation, though perhaps it could be because I'm just plain stupid. Haha.

In addition, I've met one of the most incorrigible person in my life. The quote 'never judge a book by its cover' is truly wise. At the start, he had seemed rather honest, thoughtful and interesting. Currently, to me, he's just dumb (frankly speaking his ideas are rather unrealistic), irresponsible, ego-maniac, super rude, low EQ and unreasonable. This is the first time I've felt so exasperated while talking to someone.

Hope to never see another person like him again. Absolutely tiresome process.

2011-02-02T09:29:00.000-08:00

This is the first time that I've known a guy that irked me so much.

Big Ego, Stubborn, Unreasonable, Dumb.

Zzz.

2010-11-14T12:25:00.000-08:00

This is the first time which I felt so exasperated doing a group project.

I didn't know I wasn't suppose to EDIT THE REPORT, but to only EDIT MY OWN PART. A group project report refers to COMPILING EACH OTHER'S PARTS, and looking through your OWN PART.

If you need to edit another person's part, you NEED to consult that person, irregardless of group consensus.

This is the most hilarious thing I've ever encountered.

Kept facing conflicts with the 3 of the groupmates, which makes me really pekchek.

2010-11-05T07:39:00.000-07:00

I just thought I should write something here since I haven't update the blog for a friggin long time. But I'm clueless what to blog about since my life is only about study, study, study now. Or mostly, being distracted from studying.

I've only managed to read 2 chapters for this whole week. LOL.

Friggin DEAD.

2010-10-09T07:04:00.000-07:00

I need some motivation. srsly. Just nua-ing around at home, playing stuffs. Even cleaning my room seems to be more entertaining than reading my notes.

I hope my CAP can be above 4.0 alr. I WISH.

My MA and Macroecons are SCREWED.

Sian ttm :(

2010-09-11T00:24:00.001-07:00

i can't seem to do things right.

2010-08-30T08:34:00.000-07:00

Reasons why you shouldn't buy from Toshiba:

1) Brought my laptop to service centre to service for the 2nd time in a year, after the person checked my hard disk thoroughly, he asked me, "Miss ah, your laptop should come with a 320GB hard disk, how come yours is only 250GB hard disk?" (er, like fuck i know?!)

2) Crazy toshiba laptop crashed and reformatted itself, Toshiba CLAIMS it cannot recover data, so I have to send it to data loss recovery centre (a.k.a. CBL). CBL wants to charge me $1.8k to recover 3 files, I almost asked them to fuck off.

3) Attempted to recover HD myself, and recover SOMEBODY ELSE's files.

4) Kaopeh Toshiba, and WOW, they miraculously can recover files now.

5) After waiting for 1 week, call to kp. They claim that SYSTEM HANG, please wait 4 more days.

6) 4 more days doesn't include weekends (since Toshiba only work weekdays), so in actual fact, you got to wait 6 days)

7) When you call them, lines are always busy and you get redirected to 'please leave a message'.

MOTHER PISSED OFF. MY HARD DISK IS THERE FOR A MONTH AND STILL NO RESOLUTION.

CONCLUSION: TOSHIBA SUCKS TTM <3

Mother pissed off zzzzz.

2010-08-16T00:57:00.000-07:00

Some things don't feel the same anymore.

2010-08-01T02:22:00.001-07:00

FREAK.

My laptop up lorry and i didn't backup my files in the hard disk.

Now all my BUDGET files are missing till I service the laptop.

THIS SUCKS.

I'm determined to be a reliable person, but sometimes my actions are really contradicting. And I'm really quite fickle-minded too.

Seriously I suck. ZZZ :(

2010-07-24T12:15:00.000-07:00

Xinying and Zherui went to visit my new house today. Unfortunately, they were cleaning the parquet so it smelled like thinner. So they didn't really get to see much. Felt like tear gas training instead lol.

Afterwards, went to watch Jay Chou concert with Mok.

Its really a long story about what happened. First, I shall say the concert wasn't enjoyable cos I thought Jay Chou didn't really sang as well as I hope he will be since he sounded like his album (as compared to S.H.E., who really sang DAMN well during their concert). Secondly, I was friggin tired due to the lack of sleep.

And third, it felt awkward going with Mok. I think he's really wierd. I shall say that the words he said makes me feel ambiguous. And may I mention, he's gonna have a girlfriend soon (who's currently in HK now). So I really just avoided all kinds of things that might cause ambiguity. I like to define my relationships. If you're really my friend, please don't say things that might mislead people.

I just felt lucky that I lost interest in him before anything happened.

I want to stay away from him for awhile cos I really felt awkward talking to him now. (I mean, since he has a girlfriend and whatever) BUT, we're involved in Chalk and Duster next sem so I'm still gonna see him. SIAN.

Tio kp-ed by my dad today. He just doesn't understand. Its really a one-way communication. Attempts at explanation always fails. I just surrendered myself into agreeing on everything he says. Our distance just gets further with every conversation.

2010-07-21T04:09:00.000-07:00

SIBEH DULAN.

SUPER BAD DAY LAH.

NNB.

Really frustrated today at Rag. I just think there are people around who likes to push saikang to people. Yesterday after hearing Tricia saying, 'Omg why am I wasting my time doing this? I should just ask some other people to do this lah!'.

I was quite pissed off. So its okay for 'other people' (a.k.a. me and the others) to waste their time helping you do that?

And today, Camillus is such a bitch. He invited me and Eugenia to go downstairs to marche the cottage. When we were there, he realized that the starch for marche-ing had dried up, and he said, 'Okay Hui Ting do the starch. Since she's the only one who knows how to do it.'

Then after I went upstairs to collect cold water, went downstairs again to boil the water to prepare for the starch, he sashay-ed over, peered into my cup, and said, 'Not enough starch powder. You need to add more.'

And then I was like, WTF? I asked him, 'So you know how to make starch right?'

He pretended that he didn't listened to what I said and turned around to talk to Eugenia. Freaking pissed off. He doesn't want to do the sai kang thats why he push me to do the starch. He just fold his arms, sit there kiaoka and wait for me to DELIVER the starch. EVEN BETTER, he take my starch and went to marche. Then I have nothing to do.

Fucking imba asshole.

I'm also quite sian-ed of Edmund's outbursts. I mean, he doesn't even give his friends any respect. Why do I even have to give a shit about him? I think I really sacrificed a lot of things for him already. But I don't think he's worth it.

Rag is like, a breeding ground of superficial people. Everyone is bitching about each other, but on the surface, they could still treat each other so politely and joke around. I abhor this kind of pretense. I feel like bitching about Cam and whoever to somebody to vent my frustration.

But what stopped me was when I think of Xinying. Like, what will she do if she's in my situation. I think the thought of her really made me suppress my anger and control my actions. Cos I think that she wouldn't bitch around and she will just quietly do her things and just get on with Rag, I followed suit. Just emo in one corner and ignore everyone. Whats the point of trying to be nice when I will cut off ties with these superficial people in the future?

SBDL.

2010-07-19T11:25:00.000-07:00

shit i think i lost my wallet.

2010-07-18T06:41:00.000-07:00

I'm wondering should I sell Mok the Jay Chou concert ticket so he can go with his hot date. lol. Damn lazy to go. Feels quite awkward also.

But is it kinda rude? hmmmm. Sian, its 9.42pm on a Sunday and I gotta rush to school soon.

Only Siew Hwee and Tricia at school for guard duty. Was suppose to do today but Tricia covered for me somehow.

So many bitching at Rag that I felt kinda bad (since I contributed a little lah). But sometimes, its quite frustrating how people could structure their words in such an offensive manner, instead of conjuring it into a sentence that will sound more mild. What Edmund says is true: Rag breeds tension. I guess due to the numerous days of co-habitation, people are annoyed and irritated with other people. Then bitching, backstabbing, anger, hatred.

Sounds like a scary place.

But I guess thats primarily due to the presence of people who are rather bitchy and couldn't control their temper. Okay, end of reflection.

Gotta run for Rag.

Tata.

2010-07-11T05:30:00.001-07:00

Spent the whole day doing household chores.

Wake up, do laundry and wash clothes.

Make lunch for the dog.

Iron clothes.

Sweep floor.

Dota.

Cook fried rice for me and my dad.

ZBL.

P.S. My dad says my fried rice really delicious k! LOL.

2010-07-10T10:10:00.001-07:00

I've been busy with RAG lately.

Omg, the busy-ness associated with RAG could not be described in words. It feels like NS - booking in on Monday mornings and booking out on Friday nights. We screw our body clocks as we sleep at 6am in the mornings and wake up at 12 noon. No showering facilities in school, so we gotta sneak into halls and the alumni house to shower. LOL.

Fatigued.

After booking out from RAG, you just feel like lying on the bed and doing nothing. Watch some TV since its a luxury.

Last night played mahjong with keith, weinian and zilun. Zilun was so friggin tired, he fell asleep in between throwing tiles. And at one point, damn funny. Everytime is his turn we gotta call him cos he'll be sleeping. And then there was one time, he woke up, look at the tile, and say 'oh HU.'

Then we were like, WTF? SLEEP LIKE THAT ALSO CAN HU LOL. SOMEMORE 4 TAIS KNS.

After that I slept at Mok's house cos damn lazy to go home. Go visit the bedok uncle afterwards.

Mok says he got hot date tonight. LOL. Keep asking him to SIC the facebook profile, but he don't want :(

He says I look like the type who filter for guys to be my boyfriend. I was like, NOOO I'm not interested in having a relationship. I'm not even interested in any guy LOL. I'll be waiting for my friends to have boyfriends first before I'll have the urge to look for one. But I think I wouldn't want to have a boyfriend in the near future. I think they are quite redundant.

Boy-Girl Relationships are so overrated.

2010-07-02T09:55:00.000-07:00

Talk to him on msn and he's so cold and distant. I guess I'm relieved that the episode is over, and my decision was right.

But still kinda pissed with how he's treating me right now. If he doesn't like me, then say lah. What's with the attitude rofl.

Okay, whatever. Friends are still the best.

I think what Moon said was right. Blardarly/sisterly love is much higher level than a boy-girl relationship. You may be dumped by your girl/guy, but a blardar/sister will never dump you. :D

I'm really contented with how my life is right now, and how it might be in the future. Perhaps I would start considering marriage when I see Shiqi and Xinying getting attached and attending their wedding ceremonies. hahaha.

But for now, I keep envisioning our round-the-world vacations and mahjong sprees. That looks good enough for me. hehehe.

2010-06-18T16:31:00.000-07:00

Today was the last day for Gido, the aged German student in our class. At the beginning, I detested him due to his distracting body odor. Seriously, concentration seems to be an uphill task when I was seated next to him, as the body odor distracted me in to concocting an escape plan from my current position. However, the situation improved as the days passed, as my nose adapted to his smell.

Now, all feelings of hatred has perished, and it seemed saddening that everyone will eventually reach a crossroad and head for our separate ways. :(

After our usual morning lesson today, the NUS bunch went for the excursion to Aigues-Mort and horse-riding. Aigues-Mort is a petite village which looks like where people will live in the Medieval times. We spent most of our time there at a tidbits store buying bonbons, chocolates and biscuits. Each of us spent a bomb there. Lol. But I thought that it was worth it. I just hope my biscuits wont lao hong before I return to Singapore.

After that, we went for horse-riding. Fortunately, it wasn't like the zoo whereby a person sits on the horse and the zookeeper leads the horse around a field. We really got to ride tame horses which are trained to follow the leader infront. It was an interesting experience trying to urge the horse to gallop. I tried various ways, from using the hind of my foot to whack his sides, to sweet-talking the horse, but it didn't work. :( It just trot along like the others.

I enjoyed the excursion immensely though. Damn fun stepping into rivers while riding a horse. hahaha.

Today is Jose's birthday, and I didn't know until I saw the cake in the kitchen. Sophie's friend came over for the celebration, with her son Gabriel. It was kind of embarassing doing the French greeting with Gabriel, because I don't really know how to do it! haha. You have to kiss the cheeks of a stranger. =/ I gave a pack of Olive Chocolates to Jose as presents (which I intended to give my mum initially; lucky I bought 2), and I think he was happy to receive it. :)

What surprised me though, is that the French doesn't sing Birthday songs, make Birthday wishes and blow Birthday candles. They skipped immediately to cutting cake (may I mention, the ice-cream cake was fabulous). Bizarre huh. And England and Algeria draw today! Omg. World Cup sucks this year. All the results are distorted and unpredictable.

France lost to Mexico. Germany lost to Siberia. What's next? South Africa becoming World Cup Champion?

As I told my friend, 'Don't gamble soccer this year lah! Gahment getting richer only!'. -_-"

Sophie and her family will be going to the countryside tomorrow to visit a relative. I wouldn't be tagging along as I will be visiting Avignon with the people at school. So I'll be staying at the house alone for a night. I seriously hope there wouldn't be break-ins when they're not around. lol. And I would be spending Sunday alone at Montpellier as Geraldine, Deenise and Marissa will be going Marseilles as they got the Europass. I didn't want to tag along as the train ticket is too expensive for me (55 euros!).

I think I'll visit the museum or go for a run as Sophie suggested. :D

Emo Sunday lol.

2010-06-15T15:10:00.001-07:00

Currently its 12.10am in France, and in my bedroom with all the others sleepinnngggg.

I decided to blog about my days in France before I forget everything about it when I get back to SG.

I really adore my host family. They treat me really well, and albeit awkward moments with them when my french fails me, they still give it their best shot at English. hahaha. And when all else fails, we do funny hand languages.

I'm havin a great time with Hugo (Yu-go), the 11-year old kid who's really darn cute. He's really well brought up. I remembered the first few days when I moved in and the relationship was really awkward, I went into his room and asked if I could watch the DVD with him. He said yes. After that, I went out of his room to get a dictionary cos I didn't understand a thing the DVD was playin. And to my surprise, when I returned to the room, he paused the video cos he thought I was watching it.

WHAT A DARLING <3 (Awwman too bad he wasn't older. And my friends in France says I got pedophilic instincts after hearing me gushing about Hugo hahaha)

Hmm, for Benjamin (Ben-jah-mehn), I don't really speak to him much. He's 16-years old and he towers over me. Plus, I feel like I'm younger than him lol. In my perspective, he's good-looking as compared to the other French guys on the street. Nothing much to blog about him. Nice guy, takes good care of his younger brother and they always seem to have fun together. Oh yeah, and he has this awesome XBOX360 with Left 4 Dead 2 that I always borrow. hahaha.

Sophie, the mother of the family, is awesome! With Jose, the dad of course. Even at their age, they're still quite loving and romantic. And they're really patient and took great care of me. Plus, they always seemed so jovial and positive.

On last Saturday, me Sophie and Hugo went shopping together. Awesome time and I bought a shirt from one of the stores at Odysseum. Hugo showed me some of the toys at his collection and it was really cute!

Last Sunday morning, we went for a run at a nature place nearby. It had rivers and grass fields, darn beautiful place. I forgot to bring my camera!! :( Gahhhhhh. And after you ran finish the track, at the end there are WILD HORSES! Omg, a pack of 'em, white black and brown. Really superb view. And they are within hand's reach! Munchin' on the grass. Argh, why did I forget that camera again!

After that, the whole family went to support Benjamin at the handball competition and we had a picnic at a park nearby. Well, he won one and lost one, but I think the game that he lost is primarily due to his other teammates. But whatever. Its quite interesting to watch, although the sun was seriously glaring and roasting my skin. Hugo pulled me to a corner and he bought MrFreeze for me! Hahaha as I REPEAT AGAIN, WHAT A DARLING <3

But anyways, I paid him the money back. Argh why are angmoh kids so adorable and cute!

Hmm, nothing much after that. But I just wanna say, there are bikini (top) teenage girls striding around the competition area. I was kinda shocked, cos imagine if there's bikini girls walkin' around the 'A' division competition in Singapore? I think the competition can't continue anymore cos the cleaners gotta wipe the droool. lol.

And some of them are quite hot. hahaha. Either they're in bikini, or they tied their shirt up to reveal their bellies. And boy, its darn fit and toned. And shiet, I revealed my lesbian tendencies but darn, their legs and bellies are top-notched. No joke! (Anw only my close friends will read this and they already know my wierd tendencies HAHA)

And there's this bikini girl who stood right in front of Benjamin (like, in the middle of field). I think she's trying to make him notice her. But he like, boh chup one leh. Her figure's quite hot but the face is so-so. I'm wondering if he's gay. HAHA. He's quite a good catch, I'll say. For girls and for guys.

Today, damn funny. Laundry day. I washed my shirts and pants in the washing machine, and hand-washed my undergarments. And the clothes line is at the balcony outside Hugo and Benjamin's room. So I gotta access the clothes line using Hugo's bedroom cos imagine me, holding a handful of underwear and bras, passing by Benjamin. PAISEH YES? So I was standing outside Hugo's bedroom, hanging my underwear on the clothes line. This is when Hugo and his friends just came back home and went to his room.

OH BOY. LOL. Talk about PAISEH. hahaha. Then even funnier. His 11-year old friends stood at the balcony and watched me hang my underwear. I don't know to laugh or to be embarassed. LOL.

After that, went to watch Hugo at his Judo practice. He's so cute! His pants keep dropping hahaha. I really think he's gonna be super handsome when he grows up. Seriously!!! hahaha. But that's maybe 5 years later, when I'm already 25 years old and still a yellow-faced spinster. rofl.

Hope I'll stay in contact with this fabulous family until then. And I can come back to visit them once again! Had incredible fun here and I enjoy every moment of it <3

2010-06-01T23:38:00.001-07:00

Pam says no, xinying says not sure.

Hmm. If you like a person but you know that his and your personality will definitely clash, will you give it a shot? lolz.

I've decided on no. I'm gonna get out before it hurts.

2010-06-01T09:19:00.000-07:00

Today, I've learnt a few lessons.

1) Procrastination is man's worst enemy.

2) Things always get fucked up when you rely on people whom you don't really know.

Things go missing and now I'm responsible. Great, I know I'm at fault and I should be responsible for keeping those things, but I was away at that time and the fella had said the things were with her. Now she says she don't even know how the things look like.

Omg.

I should just bang the wall right now.

Totally fucked.

And somebody else just made me really happy today. Wheeeeee. :D

2010-05-13T01:57:00.000-07:00

Went clubbing last night with kensei peeps.

Hmm. I had fun with Joanna, and thanks to Darius I didn't get harrassed by this psycho guy who keep staring at me. He's there for like 20 minutes and I'm amazed by his persistence lol.

I came to the conclusion that I wouldn't wanna club again. Like, I'm looking at people who I've known for a year, but when they go clubbing, it seems like a different person. Too havoc for me I guess. Hah and through this experience I'm enlightened by something new.

I've no idea why but I didn't get drunk after drinking a few glasses. I don't think I'm even high. I felt higher when I'm crazy-ing around with Teo Shiqi, and we didn't even consume a drop of alcohol.

Lookin forward to the date tomorrow already <3

2010-03-31T05:57:00.001-07:00

Life's short, gotta try everything there is.

What I want, I've gotta work hard for it.

My agendas for this year:

1) I'm gonna cultivate the good habit of being punctual everytime. I MEAN IT! ARGH.

2) To take note of the small little details. Not to have that 'heck care' attitude anymore.

3) Treating my parents and friends better. Especially to my JC and secondary school friends. Have been so busy that I felt like I'm neglecting them. Minghan too. OMG, how long have I not seen that fella. lolz.

4) Consistency. For my homework that is. The number of lectures and tutorials that I've missed are so many that I'm lazy to provide a numerical figure.

that's all. So random come back and blog a post lolz.

2010-01-26T07:39:00.001-08:00

FUCK LAH.

NEEDA GO BACK SCHOOL TMR FOR A FUCKING 1 HOUR MEETING. MY TRAVELLING TIME ALRDY 3 HOURS LAH TMD.

NNB CCB KNN BBQ FUCK FUCK FUCK..

okay i feel much better. LOL.

2009-11-03T08:12:00.000-08:00

It sucks.

When i was a kid, i didn't really need to restrict myself in expressing what i feel.

But as an adult, you've gotta socialize. You've got to maintain good relationships and expand your social network. Moreover, humans tend to be less forgiving when they reach the period of maturity.

I hate to put on a mask when i really dislike this person for who he/she is, how rotten his/her character is, and how even looking at that person irritates me to the max. But on the surface, i've gotta smile and maybe give a monotonous response so that our relationship will not be strained.

How superficial I've become.

Have I conformed to the expectations of society, or did i just mutate my character solely to fit the environment?

I want to remain as a kid. I don't want to grow up. I want stay in my childhood fantasies. I want to believe that there truly are fairytale endings, that there really is a godmother with a wand who saves you out of your misery.

But going forward is what i can only do now.

2009-10-26T08:44:00.001-07:00

Fucking hate people who act blur and dun reply you in times when you need them.

Fucking hate people who just start giving some lame excuses so as to avoid the inconvenience from helping you, even though it might be just a small favour.

Fucking hate those inconsiderate and self-centred people. Are they even considered as friends?

Fuckers exist.

GG.

ZZ.

2009-10-24T12:24:00.000-07:00

OH NO OH NO OH NO~

no time to make edmund's card!! SAVE ME PLS!!! OMG.

Tmr needa chiong marketing, econs, mgt sci tutorial and edmund's card.

FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS.

one fucking whole saturday night chionging the bloody marketing. damn crap.

And i feel so sian-ed when most of my other team mates just mug their books while i gotta keep doing this crap. ZZZ.

Unfairness, but what to do rofl.

2009-10-22T08:33:00.000-07:00

"if you've decided to do something, then do it well, or don't do it at all."

Love this quote from MM Lee :)

FOCUS FOCUS FOCUSSSSS!

2009-10-19T10:52:00.000-07:00

french kills. nuff said.

feel like smacking myself for being so assholic.

thanks.

byez.

2009-10-13T09:06:00.001-07:00

Its been a long time since I blogged, and I suddenly had this impulse to write something in this abandoned journal of mine.

I think everyone was thoroughly scammed during JC days that university would seem heavenly compared to JC education. In other words, it was the complete opposite of what our teachers had told us. lolz.

After i entered university, I guess I started pondering about what to do in life. The areas which I could improve on would be my confidence and the way I handle things. I doubt my leadership skills too. I begin doubting if I could even catch up to my peers, since academics is relatively impt, but not that impt in the working world after all. In the working world, its your leadership skills that shine the most.

No one cares about how ethical you are since the management is more concerned about your potential productivity level and skills rather than your values, since ethics aren't profitable. Its some sort of 'welcome to reality' kind of thing. A wake up call.

I need to prove myself wrong, that I could do something right. That I could organize an event and execute it smoothly without me in a flustered state. I've gotta improve my leadership skills (if there are any in the first place).

I just hope I'm given the chance.

2009-06-25T09:23:00.000-07:00

NUS camp over.

Looking forward to rag camp :D

2009-06-16T04:17:00.001-07:00

I just got the letter from NTU saying my appeal to NTU biz has been successful.

Erm, HUHHHHH??????

I only wrote 50 words of crap saying why i liked NTU better than NUS.

E.g. NTU has tranquil surroundings which are conducive for study and play. (which seriously, was the prime reason why I had chose NTU in the first place)

And they gave me a shocker saying i've been admitted into NTU.

Now i'm in a dilemma. Totally didn't expect that my appeal would be successful until my dad passed me the matriculation package from NTU.

Oh no.

2009-06-09T06:11:00.001-07:00

False hopes lead to higher expectations and then, greater disappointment.

Learn your lesson.

2009-05-30T09:30:00.001-07:00

Time passed so fast during work today because I had a very interesting conversation with Shah.

It was like, a few minutes and its 10.30PM!

He told me about how ADT was like before I came in, and about his soldier life in Taiwan, which is very entertaining by the way. Had no idea he was such a humorous person. HAHA.

And Justin's eyelashes are mesmerising. Its like sending volts of electricity lol! Looks completely like a fan, damn cute sia lol.

2009-05-28T08:19:00.001-07:00

I think I've been doing some soul-searching nowadays.

What's life about?

Why are people even born into this world?

To board an emotional roller coaster from birth to death?

Life seemed to be summarized into these 8 words: birth, learn, study, work, marriage, kids, hospital, death.

But the emotions entwined within seemed to be the reason for our existence. It seasons us into 'better' people after numerous experiences in life. It trains us both mentally and physically, so during death, at least we've experienced all the emotions existing on earth:

1) Times when we felt so happy, we thought we're the happiest people on earth.
2) Times when we felt so down that it seemed to be end of the world.
3) Times when you regretted your actions and hoped you had done something else.
4) Times when you were so angry with how incompetent you were, or someone had let you down.
5) Times when you're so vexed by the multiple choices of life.
6) Times when you're guilty that you might had implicated someone due to your actions.
7) Times when you're so tempted to do something that you know its morally wrong.
8) Times when you're upset because you've been wrongly accused.
9) Times when you worry about all the little details.
10) Times when you're so excited about those nitty gritty things.
11) Times when you're jealous that other people have better things.

And the list goes on. That's life, I suppose?

2009-05-22T07:16:00.000-07:00

Got into nus biz.

Am I happy?

You bet I am! :D

2009-05-16T08:02:00.000-07:00

It always felt great having something to look forward to over the weekend. Especially our clique outings! Haha but today only got XinYing, Geri, ZheRui and me lah.

Went to work in the afternoon and met them in the evening. Went to play pool, which I terribly suck at (And XinYing is our shen she shou! haha), and played arcade as usual.

Love these outings ya! :D

Anw, I'll like to talk abt this person who is called ABC. ABC thinks i'll read her blog, and start to worry that my friends will link her as it is filled with criticisms of me. I'm sorry honey, I'm not in the least bit interested in you. I don't even like you for goodness sake, and I'll say ditto to you as well.

Its okay if you hate me. I can live happily with it. Because you ain't important to me, or I can say, you're just a fleeting moment in my life. I don't like the way you act, I disapprove of how you treat your friends, how you treat your family, and in my opinion, you're just another spoiled brat whom i didn't even thought of befriending.

So goodbye to you, ABC. I know my friends can guess your identity, but who cares? I don't give a damn about you, darling. :)

2009-05-09T02:48:00.000-07:00

i'm irritated because apparently, universities categorize philosophers and students who excel in literature as the only potential business students.

Damn ridiculous, i tell you. The more I think abt it, the more annoyed I get.

Whats with the emphasis on the GP grade?

I hardly think that english-educated people are the ONLY ones who are able to thrive in business. Ostensibly, you need to be equipped with excellent language skills to be able to study business. My inability to achieve an acceptable grade in GP during the 'A' levels had seemingly jeopardized my chances to get into the business course.

My triple As from H2s seemed translucent when confronted with the mortifying Donkey i got from GP.

Its nonsense.

2009-05-06T01:15:00.001-07:00

As most of my friends would know, I strongly advocate Mr Phang's stand that economics could be alternatively, termed as witchcraft. The theory of economics seemed rather impractical to me, and this is exemplified by the following sentences.

“What is the flagship achievement of economics?”

Answer: “Only its recurrent inability to predict and avert crises.”

(as read in the link below)

Reading the following article absolutely exhilarates me that there are professionals out there who echoes our stand. However, the primary focus of the article is not on the inefficacy of economics (which i undeniably, was hoping for), but how economics could lead to the downfall of our natural environment due to the dominant capitalist idelogy.

Click HERE to read the article, 'Capitalism in Wonderland - Economists vs Natural Scientists'.

2009-05-02T08:12:00.001-07:00

twas a nightmare came true.

fucked up.

2009-05-01T06:21:00.000-07:00

Played bball with the gang this morning, and it was damnably fun as usual. And I bumped into roy on the way to NYJC too. Gosh, its rather surprising that he can still recognize me after 4 years. Guess I didn't change much, didn't I?

Or did I made such an impression on him?

hah.

Intrigued by the debate on AWARE nowadays, I went to read Prof. Gwee's article about the incident.

Click HERE to read the article.

I agree with his view that the new-exco of AWARE shouldn't align both petty politics and religion. Since the old AWARE was a secular organisation, why stage a take-over of AWARE to reinforce your religious beliefs?

And more shocking would be the news that Pastor Derek Hong of the Anglican Church of the Saviours, are actually voicing his support for the new-exco by urging members of the 4000-strong congregation to vote during the EGM tomorrow.

Although Christians should be faithful to their beliefs by helping each other in their hour of need, they should not blindly support the cause of other Christians. Thats what I think, and I shall echo Prof Gwee's stand.

His article is terrific, really.

2009-04-29T08:17:00.001-07:00

Went out with dickson to Bugis today. Didn't see him for sucha long time. haha.

And I bought all my cleanser stuffs! WOOHOO. Say goodbye to pimples yo!

Made a trip down to Haji lane and I bought something after a long period of hesitation. Felt so paiseh making him wait haha.

Went to far east to eat subway, and the new mudpie offered by Mac is not bad sia!

Had a great conversation with him today. Need to catch up with some stuffs since its been so long we've seen each other.

Probably i should go join their OG outing. HAHA.

2009-04-28T22:08:00.000-07:00

This is so random, but I suddenly felt like recalling what countries i've went to before.

The list:
Malaysia (>6)
Thailand (3)
Australia (4)
Japan (2)
Korea (1)
New Zealand (1)
USA (1)
France (1)
Germany (1)
Switzerland (1)
China (5)
South Africa (1)
Taiwan (1)
Indonesia (2)

Countries I want to go next:
Spain
Finland
Alaska
Italy
Vienna
Poland
Russia
Sweden
Norway

Life's a trip, as said by Anthony Bourdain. HAHA.

2009-04-28T09:13:00.000-07:00

I have this very sudden urge to talk to this person.

I NEED, WANT and DESIRE to talk to him.

But, nah, forget it. I've no idea what to say either.

-_-"

2009-04-28T08:26:00.000-07:00

Damn funny videos. LOL.

2009-04-26T10:08:00.001-07:00

I need some reassurance.

Just send me that goddamn letter pls T_T

2009-04-24T23:58:00.000-07:00

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I pick the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on, where do I go
I guess second best is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you, thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one who was
Spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eye

You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best
You said there's tons of fish in the waters
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you, thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one who was
Spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your

The best, and yes I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lessons learned
I touched and I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you, thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one who was
Spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eye
Your eyes, looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through and
Bust down the door and take me away
No more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay

2009-04-23T08:37:00.000-07:00

I love huishan, the dear girl who swapped shifts with me so that I can join the outing on friday night.

Thanks babe. Appreciate it!

2009-04-21T10:42:00.000-07:00

Outdated photos from our sakae sushi buffet last wednesday.

People who turned up are:
Shiqi. Xinying. Terence. Pamela. Me.

Achieved 60+ plates :D

Auntie Teo! HAHA.

Too bad ar. Want hide where? :X

Thinking what to eat next rite, SQ?

Woo, signs of our accomplishment. haha.

Dunno why. Terry looked so happy here lol.

Unglam pic of Pamela

Our uncleared table. Messy right? I love :D

Where we just sat down to play cards. FUN

I anyhow take also can take unglam pic of Shiqi LOL

Finally a group photo LOL.

Examining that statue bird lol.

Its actually a symbol of clarke quay? Superbird?

Woooo. We're gonna do it again people. On friday? HAHA.

And after nua-ing on the sofa and switching channels, I chanced upon this Malaysia commercial by Denise Keller. Its on channel 16, go watch pls. She looks damn gorgeous there!

And I'm wondering.. why do mixed blood look so irritatingly beautiful?

kristin kreuk

denise keller

daniel henney

At least I show I'm not les by contributing a male pic right? :D

Watch this. She's so chio in the commercial!!! And the figure ish smokin h0t yo. I'm so gonna find an ang moh bf. LOL.

2009-04-14T09:04:00.001-07:00

Monday was disastrous. I'm serious.

I made so many mistakes my toes were giggling. Okay, there's no link.

But the fact is, I didn't performed well at all.

I was actually using the computer at the malaysia side beside Justin, and all was well. But when ShuQing invited me to return to the SG side, things turn to the worse. (actually only change computer, system remains the same)

Wah piang that computer is damn suay can. Wtf. All the important calls I made are to those kinda serious cases. Then shit, I still kanna troubleshooting for system somemore. And the customer keep giving me tasks after tasks which I couldn't really help. Plus Debbie giving me unconstructive suggestions and her adamant refusal to cover my call wasn't really useful either.

Monday was terrible.

I hope wednesday would be better.

Oh gosh I'm getting the monday blues yo.

2009-04-11T06:05:00.000-07:00

Love playing basketball with friends although I suck at it. lol.

And the sun today is freaaaaaking hot lah. Wah lau stand under the sun can be compared to being roasted in an oven. Our skin became so pinkish.

Ate at swensens in plaza sing because of my $40 swensens voucher. And we sat there for close to 3 hours talking rubbish (majority by me), which is like, my favourite activity! HAHA.

Omg I become so easily contented by some simple activities. Seriously eh. Satisfaction to the max just by sitting there and talk and talk and talk. Esp with kahkees like Alex, Zherui, Niu, XY and SQ.

And when I was staring at a guy's butt (BECAUSE he was infront of me ok. I DIDNT intentionally stare at it), I suddenly thought of Alex's jeans. Dunno why, I start to have some random thoughts in my mind all of a sudden. And I suddenly rmb I asked him this question:

"Alex, how come you don't have butt one?"

Now to think of it, I'll be stumped if someone asked me this question.

Okay forgive my stupidity pls. I tend to say things from my mind straight without letting these thoughts to be processed in my mind. So I can't differentiate what to say, and what not to say.

Oh yeah, went to Jolene's bdae on friday. Bought Anna Sui perfume for her finally cos we're walking ard orchard to find a present for her. Dined at Aston's with Jolene's poly friends and weiling, elaine, joanne, jolene and serene. Long time never see them siol.

Always great to catch up with buds once in awhile :D

2009-04-06T08:48:00.000-07:00

Today is a monday, and for every working adult, they have to face the terrifying phenomenon known as the monday blues.

But luckily, work at Tyco CURRENTLY is still rather enjoyable, so I didn't felt that the time is practically crawling slowly to irritate me.

Talked about supernatural stuffs with Shalini and Huishan while Murali was away for I-dunno-wad important business. Shalini's experiences are rather horrifying lah! Especially her dad's one, which seemed reallay crazy sia lol.

And gossiped. Ben supposedly likes Shuqing.

Can see lah. They always quarrel and quarrel for some trivial stuffs, so interesting horh?

Quite entertaining to MONITOR the 'chasing process' sia. As a customer MONITORING officer, I shall put in my best effort to fulfill my responsibilities.

HAHA.

2009-04-04T09:46:00.000-07:00

Ate dinner with Grace at AMK hub on thursday. Missed the girl cos I've not been seeing her recently. Days with MSH seemed a trillion years ago lol.

Oh, and Ed appealed on thursday. Didn't really know the outcome. Hope its successful for him O_O

I tend to give some extra advice, and probably at unsuitable and inappropriate situations. LOL.

Shopped with Jialing and Serene today and the damage was $100. Cos I bought everything just in case I didn't have it. I'm just too petrified of the prospect of shopping again, so just in case I need it, just BUY it! :D

Am I gonna be a shopaholic soon?

Nah.

Watched this with them at the new cineplex FilmGarde for $6. HAHA thats cheap ya?

But I think the seat is not really comfy, and the cinema didn't managed to impress me much. Still prefer GV and cathay :D

Rating: 3.0/5

Action-packed from beginning to end, but the scenes suck because the camera seemed to be shaking everywhere at those fighting parts. Thus making the audience dizzy and nauseous from watching all those blurry scenes.

Okay lah not bad. Storyline seemed rather predictable to me though, a few loopholes here and there but overall an entertaining movie =)

2009-03-31T10:23:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my first day at work, and I met a couple of new friendly colleagues. And I'll like to mention that all my supervisors are SUPER nice people. HAHA.

Probably the wide disparity between the previous and the new? :X

Had a few role-plays, and I thought it was fun. It was really an enjoyable experience for the training, because I gained a rather substantial amount of knowledge from these lessons. Especially when Murali is our trainer, and he always include his 'stories' in them.

Me and Huishan LOVE listening to his stories! And Shalini is a damn funnay person lol. Her comments always never fail to make me laugh. lol.

I've decided to sleep early everyday due to work, but guess I've failed rather miserably.

Its 1.30a.m. in the morning and I haven't managed to fall into bed. Know why? Because I get to know about this new anime called la corda dora, which encompasses classical music in its series! (my fav!!!)

Plus the guys in the anime look not bad lor. Hoho.

The most important and crucial part is, I found an AMAZING website that loads their videos at terrific speeds. Ever heard of anilinkz?

Omg, please visit their website man! http://www.anilinkz.com/

Their downloading speeds are comparable to crunchyroll, and crunchyroll sucks now anyway because of their censorship for practically all the animes.

This is the only streaming website that I've visited which I do not have to wait to load (other than crunchyroll, which sucks like crap now).

Okay, I'm a bad influence, but please do not fall into temptation like me if you're having a busy schedule.

Er is it too late to say that? :X

Ever seen this guy? I like his look sia. When I first saw him in Nobuta wo Produce I thought why are all the girls going gaga over such a normal-looking guy.

But when you look at him long enough, he becomes one of the most dashing guys I've seen in the industries. But you must look at him LONG enough larh lol. Pls dun stare at this picture cos I don't think it will work lol.

When I'm going for plastic surgery I'm so gonna whip out his picture to the surgeon man. My model lol.

2009-03-28T06:59:00.001-07:00

I'm crossing my fingers that I can get into NTU business now, because the chances of me getting into SMU are really slim, like probably a nanometre?

And speaking of NTU business, I'm rather vexed at the fact that I haven't paid my application fees but they've called me up for interview. That's because I was preparing my essay for the discretionary application, and it was halfway done! Now it couldn't be a plus point for my application because no one will refer to it after they've glanced through the rest before.

Geez.

My essay:

After various unpleasant experiences with people, I had always assumed humankind to be an innately greedy and self-centred lot. Indisputably, numerous people are associated with these undesired traits. However, one of the factors that made me change my perspective regarding this matter would be my classmate in junior college, XinYing. XinYing is an altruistic person who will always put others before herself, even if it means sacrificing her time or enjoyment. There are countless occasions which I had witnessed her in sticky situations due to others, even though I had repeatedly admonished her concerning this issue. During that period, I was thinking to myself, “Why does she want to trouble herself due to the problems of others? All you get is inconvenience, and people expecting you to help them again! When they are in a dilemma, you may offer them a helping hand, but when you’re in a fix, they may turn their backs on you!”

As I said, it was halfway done. HAHA.

And freakay, I 'bumped' (not literally) into Hendri during the SMU interview, which I was rather oblivious to his presence until the teacher held up his namecard for all of us to see. lol.

Surprise, surprise! SMU interview consists of writing an essay, doing a comprehension, and engaging yourself in a discussion. I screwed up all of them.

Oh puh-leeze, how the hell do I know what is 'titillating' and 'poverty-porn'?!?! The comprehension pisses me off, seriously.

Was suppose to go the biking trip with the 6D people, but I was too tired due to my lack of sleep. Intended to join them after their biking but it seemed rather late to travel down to marine parade at 6pm. So instead, I join Shiqi, Xinying and Geraldine at AMK hub.

Caught the movie 'Confessions of a Shopaholic'. I normally abhor and avoid chick flicks, but after hearing positive comments from my brother, couldn't harm to give it a try?

It turned out to be a funny and enjoyable show. For females, perhaps.

For guys, I don't think they'll understand.

O_O

2009-03-27T10:15:00.000-07:00

Its 1.16a.m. in the morning and I needa wake up at 6am to attend the SMU interview.

AND SHIT! This idiot who's blogging a post that you're reading now, deleted all relevant information pertaining to this interview. So I only know I needa attend an interview at SMU at 7.45a.m. on saturday.

Look for who ar? Where ar? Okay, completely no idea. And I couldn't spare 50KB of space too, because I deleted the confirmation email for the interview too. Wow, smart aleck huh HUITING.

GG.

Went to catch 'coming soon' with kw, ed and mt on thursday night. Was suppose to be scary for me, but was buffered by moon's fascinated expression (i dun think he's watching a ghost movie, probably R21 in his mind), ed trying to siam all the ghost scenes and kw having about the same look like me (like very scared chua tio buden still wanna see? LOL).

Whenever the ghost appeared, I kept laughing. I've no idea why.

And there's 2 extreme ends of the spectrum. Ed and Moon. HAHA.

Okay lah, it was fun! AT LEAST it didn't end awkwardly like the start.

Probably because of the free iced tea lemonade given away by Starbucks Coffee. hehez.

The NTU interview today was disastrous. They asked really friendly questions initially, like 'hows your family? how did you get here?' etc. But when they asked me which majors I'm interested in, I'm quite stumped.

Started crapping and going out of point like there's no limit to the sky.

So, GG again!

Frucks.

The networking session today was fun!! Met some farney seniors like sharon, jiadai, mingxi, carrie, guan rui, and many others whom I can't recall their names.

And that guan rui looked like zhou xin chi LOL. Their resemblance is uncanny man!

Sharon is damn cute lah. Wah lau. She kept screaming (very softly though) but her expression is hilarious. And the way she kept mimicking typical Chem Engineering people really tickled my guts. Me and XinYing were so entertained by her acts lor. HAHA.

Shikee teo finally came back from dayung sampan-ing at Vietnam.

Missed the ol' diulian acts man!

:D

2009-03-24T07:51:00.000-07:00

I got a shock this morning.

Was supposed to meet Xinying at 2pm at City Hall MRT. Due to the torrential rain this morning, I overslept. And what time did you think I woke up?

Okay you guessed correctly.

I WOKE UP AT 2PM!!! And I was awoken due to Xinying's sms.

Nice one Hui Ting.

You're such an early and responsible person. Might as well go bang your head on the wall and sleep till 4pm? Then at least you feel less guilty making Xinying wait because you're dumb enough to do that.

-_______-"

Got our jeans at marina square, and set off to Far East to look for more potential rags to hang on our straight-cut bodies.

A rather fruitful shopping trip :)

2009-03-23T08:49:00.000-07:00

This is gonna be a loooong blog post. Firstly, outdated pictures from Equinox.

what we drank

oh i look kinda fat here =/

or issit actual size LOL

the view from City Space at Equinox

Actual lighting. Nice right!

Went out with Zherui, Shiqi and Xinying on Saturday night to play cards at riverside plus talk crap. HAHA. Dined with Zherui at Long John Silver while the other 2 competed aggressively using Zherui's PSP.

See how enthu they are. Take note of Xinying's finger LOL.

Zherui looking so unglam. HEHE i take one!

Close up view of Xinying's prominent finger

lol they are so engrossed in the sumo game can!

Play cards halfway decided to take picture =X

Due to the lack of pictures during the past 2 years in school, we decided to compensate ourselves by taking some more pictures now. Also known as camwhoring? (Seriously we don't have this kinda habit lol.)

Me and Shiqi's spastic smile =)

LOL i find Shiqi so entertaining in this picture. HAHA.

round 2 of Shiqi's spastic smile

This picture quite nice siol. Thanks to the photographer ^^

Round 3 of Shiqi's spastic smile

Xinying says I look natural here. T_T

On Sunday, woke up at 4.30am in the morning to visit my grandmother's grave. I think I slept less than 3 hours. Arrived at Lim Chu Kang cemetry at 6am, but due to the downpour, we had no choice but to retreat ya? Reached home at 7am and we decided to take a nap. Woke up at 8am (I barely slept) due to the call from my auntie.

And we went out again -____-

Craps man. But worth it lah. Must go and bai bai my grandparents!

Reached home at 12.30pm and chionged out again to meet Grace and Yufang at Chinatown. Omg today is really damn shagged for me lah. When me and Grace stepped into the room, what we saw was this.

Yongkiat and Yufang's friend (Jake). Dunno wad they doing eh. LOL.

Me and Grace

Beatrice, Yufang and Jake. Took this while Beat was still singing lol.

Lol 2 prettay gals. Jolyn and Grace.

LOL YK looks so funny here! UNGLAM!

I was desperately trying to siam camera HAHA.

Esther, Beatrice and Yufang

I remembered Jake, Grace and Jolyn sang quite well.

And Yongkiat + Mike = NONO

YK got some mike phobia or something. Holding mic makes him off pitch. But without the mic he sings quite well eh. Wierd fetish lol.

But nvm lah. Karaoke sing zao xia also nvm! (i trying to console myself also LOL)

What matters is we have fun yeah!

When I reach home, felt like I'm half-dead. Hungry and tired. Felt like I've been straying on the streets for like 2 weeks. Okay, thats an exaggeration.

Btw, I've gotten the job. How lucky is that? Daniel from Recruit Express mentioned that only 2 candidates got shortlisted for the job out of a lot of people interviewed, and I was really lucky to be one of them.

Should I jump in the air and shout woohoo? Wanted to go my Japan trip one!! Haiz.

No choice, sign contract liao. Want go Japan must wait next year.

2009-03-19T20:48:00.000-07:00

Currently I'm crossing my fingers that I didn't pass the job interview. Lol. My dad repeatedly curse that I wouldn't get the job, because he didn't want me to work. I have no financial worries anyway.

PLUS, I wanna go to the Japan trip with Shiqi! Awwman, thinking of it already makes me jump around and bunny hop! =D

Anyway, rotting at home is not a bad idea too. I like to rot.

But continuous usage of the computer makes you nauseous also. Its a rather mundane thing to do daily.

But still okay lah. Got friends also rotting at home with me. So together, we form a happy team online. LOL.

Okay, wth.

Anyway I think I didn't pass the interview because I screwed up the ending. When the interview shaked my hand, I said 'thank you Mr. Khoo!' (because before the interview the person told me it will be Mr. Khoo who will be interviewing me). And he told me, "no, my name is Mr. Murali."

OMG i wanna peng liao can. I think he told me before the interview and I was staring at his hair or something.

But he was really friendly lah. And very likely my opportunity of getting this job is jeopardized, and I feel rather relieved too.

JAPAN TRIP HERE I COME!!!!! :D

And I wanna watch this movie! HAHA look damn hilarious.

2009-03-17T09:17:00.000-07:00

We celebrated Terence's birthday at Swensens today! Sorry lah people. Late because I was expecting a very important phone call. =X

Yixuan, Noel, NiuJin (Gosh, how long haven't I seen this people?), Terence, Zherui, XinYing, Pam, Shiqi and Me ate dinner, ice cream and cake.

We got 4 extra scoops of ice cream for our Earthquake because the person had missed out on the flavors we wanted. Surprisingly, the ice cream bowl we received initially seemed rather filled to the brim too. LOL. Whats rumbling in our stomach siol! T_T And I suspect the person is doubtful of our integrity too. HAHA.

After that went to arcade at cineleisure. Time flew so quickly that it was 11pm before I even noticed it.

Awwwman. SET A didn't managed to get to Stage 4. Nvm shikee teo! We'll accomplish our goal during the next meeting!

Lets rock 'n' roll baby!

hohoho.

2009-03-16T05:21:00.000-07:00

NTU
1. Business
2. Business & Computing
3. Accountancy
4. Chemistry & Biological Chemistry
5. Materials Engineering

NUS
1. Business Administration
2. Business Administration (Accountancy)
3. Chemical Engineering
4. Science
5. Materials Science & Engineering
6. Computing
7. Arts & Social Sciences
8. Mechanical Engineering

SMU
1. Bachelor of Business Management
2. Bachelor of Laws
3. BSc (Economics)
4. BSc (Information Systems Management)
5. Bachelor of Social Science

2009-03-14T10:46:00.000-07:00

The number of brochures that I received from NTU and NUS open house were so overwhelming that my back ached. Me, Shiqi, Xinying, Terence and Alex went to boon lay station 10am in the morning to be one of the 'early birds'. Apparently, early birds go at 7a.m. wtf! LOL.

Me and Shiqi were so awed by Jurong east, because we've never been to this part of Singapore before. Its a sua teng (cos even sua kus like us never see b4 lol)! And by the way, Jurong Point thrash AMK hub by 312031843289 times okay! Omg when we went to the basement, I could hardly contain my excitement when I look at the number of food outlets! There's even a japanese food street, albeit its a little small in size.

And the crowd there is fantastic as well -___-

Reminds me of 2nd orchard lol.

After attending all the open houses, I think I prefer SMU and NTU out of all the three. NUS didn't give me a really great impression, which I don't know why.

Maybe the goodie bags too giam siap LOL.

2009-03-11T11:16:00.000-07:00

Its wierd.

Sometimes, do you have the feeling that...

you've got everything, but if you explore the realms of your inner mind, you've actually..

gotten nothing much?

do i have friends? yes, i do.

do i have a loving family? yes, i do.

do i have any concrete worries? no, i don't.

but theres always periods when you feel you're isolated, like in just this split second, everybody is so engrossed in their own lives that they've suddenly forgotten your existence in this world.

i have friends, i have family, i don't have any concrete worries. then where is the source of these unprecedented emotions?

everything might look wonderful, superficially.

i thought i've got everything, but actually i've got nothing.

thats what i feel right now. probably a sudden outburst of emotions due to a supression of any temper or expression.

ignore me, i'm feeling emo right now.

___________________________________________________

Visited Cityspace at Equinox with shiqi and xinying on tuesday night.

I seriously ADORE our chit-chatting sessions when we gossip, plan and talk nonsense.

The view is excellent as well.

Its a pity that my camera cant seem to take any night scenery.

Photos, another day, perhaps.

I felt so guilt-ridden today because I had to left early after I return the external hd to Ed. He carried his laptop from jurong east to AMK just to transfer something for me can! I felt so apologetic, but I don't know how to express it other than saying 'sorry'?

Can't the ang mohs go create a whole new range of vocabulary describing the word 'sorry'? Because from what I can recall, the words to replace 'sorry' are only 'my apologies' and 'i'm remorseful about the incident' (and its not a good substitute, either), which seemed a pathetic number of words, isn't it?

And surprisingly, the word 'thanks' could only be replaced with, perhaps, 'appreciation' and 'gratitude'.

And yet, words that seem to be annoying to our ears, like scoldings, have words like...

admonish, berate, censure, chide, chasten, chastise, reprove, reprehend, reproach, reprimand, lambaste... (scoldings to different extents)

there are even words to describe different extents of scoldings. but for the words 'sorry' and 'thanks'? Only 'sincere', 'very', 'deeply', etc... only adjectives that are positioned at the front and back of the words, but rarely a single word to describe different extents of sorry and thanks.

Isn't language kinda astounding?

Alrighty, I always like to bore people with my random opinions.

Bye.

2009-03-08T21:52:00.000-07:00

I've no idea how to start this blog post, but guess I'll start by saying that I accompanied my mum to hospital for checkup this morning.

Am I depressed about my results?

No, but I feel insecure about getting in to the course I want.

For people who didn't score well for the exams, jiayou and look ahead. If I couldn't get into the course I desire, I think I would be in a state of helplessness and frustration. So all kinds of consolation may sound rather superficial and annoying to you all, but I hope that you'll know that what I said was really sincere ya.

Went to SMU open house with Pamela, XinYing and ShiQi on Saturday. I even bumped into Ah Grace there, when I was seated outside the Social Sciences lecture, waiting for the 3 ladies.

Attended the SMU business lecture at 2pm, and personally, I think the dean for the business course for SMU seems to contradict himself sometimes. He says that 'SMU, NUS and NTU do not compete amongst each other', but during the course of the lecture, he seems to compare SMU with other universities, highlighting their good points and listing the disadvantages of enrolling into others.

No competition? Is he referring to competition for students enrolling into their universities, or what? Because from what I've observed, doesn't seem so at all.

Okay I shall save you from the petty details I've observed, because I was really bored that time.

After that, we went to attend Aida's birthday party. It was rather fun, because we played cards (practically) the whole time we were there. And there was this guy who suddenly joined us through the whole course of playing, and seemed to be looking forward to it somemore. Love snap, bridge and daidee ya!

We adhered to the 'back to school' theme, and some of Aida's friends still commented that we look so 'convincing' in our uniforms! LOL. Of course lah, we just graduated HAHA.

Alrighty, end of post. Stay happy everyone.

2009-03-05T07:37:00.000-08:00

the last night before the release of my results.

i'm predicting that my results will suck, and i'm gonna emo the whole day for tomorrow.

so if you noticed that im emo-ing, please don't come and console me with words like, "oh its okay what. you're results are not bad.", although you and I both know that it sucks like hell.

just hope i can go into ntu/smu/nus business with ease.

im praying hard.

2009-03-04T09:28:00.000-08:00

Today is my last day of work with laimeng, joson, gab, liling, minghan and victoria. The last 2 days were rather interesting, because I was seated opposite june, who is a nice lady with a rather spacious office.

And unlike mr song minghan, I'm unable to jia zhua at all!

=(

Went to find ed, ribena, junrong, wei ren, minghan (cai), jacqueline and wenshuen afterwards. They were playing pool before I arrived, and we went to eat KFC afterwards at AMK. I was feeling extremely lethargic due to unknown reasons, so I felt like I was actually floating on some golden cloud and my body was in 'standby mode'.

So probably I had said or expressed myself in some ways which would be deemed unfit or unappropriate? I dunno. I'm feeling damn tired now too, so all these words and thoughts seem to jumble up in my mind.

Alrighty, time to sleep.

Tata.

2009-03-03T07:04:00.000-08:00

HAHA. i finally registered for my driving things SUCCESSFULLY at ubi! hoh seh larh, singapore gonna have another F1 driver on the road liao! hohoho.

And i went swimming in the morning at Bedok Complex. Feel so accomplished after that! heh heh.

Worked with minghan, joson, laimeng, vic, gab and yiling. Job is not bad.

Anyway we only live once, chiong and don't look back! (as quoted by man tang)

Was kinda regretful what I said during dinner at thai express. Wasn't thinking properly. A wrong choice of words, totally. Shouldn't have make it seem like I was upset over a few dollars.

Yikes.

2009-03-02T08:45:00.001-08:00

Cut my hair on Sunday cos i can't tolerate it anymore.

Ended up rather short, and looks like a mushroom head.

*shrugs*

My family members like it jiu okay liao lol.

Gonna register for my driving at Ubi tomorrow, and going for a swim too.

Hope i can wake up though. HAHA.

2009-02-28T09:25:00.000-08:00

4 year old. omg.

2009-02-27T09:35:00.000-08:00

God.

Please bless me with great hair and good grades this year.

Please? :D

A few days to the release of our results. I know I'm gonna do like shit, so I really don't anticipate the arrival of that day.

I seriously need all the luck I can get.

Help me please. Thanks ya!

2009-02-26T05:45:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow's my last day and I'm SO (X10000) gonna miss the peeps at work.

Its rare that you have colleagues that are so fun, cute and people whom you could really mingle along with.

LOVE YA PEOPLE! :D

2009-02-25T07:57:00.000-08:00

Thinking of a way to tell Paul nicely that I'm gonna leave the company at the end of this week.

By the way I was damn unproductive today, so more the reason to go eh? haha.

Feeling tired like hell these days.

Gotta sleeep.

2009-02-24T07:33:00.000-08:00

Fabulous day. Was really happy at work today, cos I talked to a few customers who are really very nice. After our conversation, I'm really consoled that there are still Singaporeans around who are so generous and nice. I'm even doubtful that IF I'm the one in their shoes, I'd consent to such an agreement so swiftly.

HAPPY :D

Anyway, went to dinner with minghan at chompchomp after work today. When he went off to order, I was still pondering about what I should eat. So when he came back and told me he ordered 5 chicken wings, 10 satays, stingray and kangkong, I was rather stunned. I initially thought he ordered too much, but doesn't seem so after we finished everything. hehz.

Total damage was $14 and another tyre of fats, but definitely worth it. HAHA.

Love eating and talking, especially with such old friends a.k.a. buddies like mr song, whom I've known for like 7 years and counting.

Moments that make a person enjoy his/her life? There, you got it.

2009-02-23T06:42:00.001-08:00

Hmm. I won't say its not kinda sad that we don't talk anymore.

But I guess thats life. Some things come, and some things gotta go.

Adapt, learn and grow.

Still loving life :D

2009-02-22T05:56:00.000-08:00

Went shopping with Esther, Grace and Beatrice after work on Saturday. As usual, I really couldn't stand shopping, but its still a fun experience, cos at least can crap with friends and such. =/ And I got something to fill my wardrobe as well, which is rather fruitful than my previous shopping trips. HAHA.

After that, Beatrice and I went drinking at Cityspace at Equinox. The view is damn goooood can! But the Singapore Sling was rather strong for me, so I felt a little drunk lol. Love to drink and talk! Woooo, one of the most enjoyable times in life!

Visit Ed and company after the drinking session at Novena, and I was feeling damn paiseh because there were 18 people there, and I only know a few. Talked with Jonathan, Shaoyu, Wenxuan, Jacquelyn, Ribena, Gary and JunHong (did I remember clearly?), who are a delightful and friendly bunch of peeps. There were also Sebastian, Kuenwai, Tim, Yonghao, and some other people whom I can't remember. I suck at remembering faces. But seriously I cant recall what I did last night. I think I was a little out of sorts. -___-" And I think I stunk of alcohol last night, because my dad knew right away I was drinking =/

And I told Ed to forewarn his company that an ugly and fat bitch was coming, but I doubt he did. Shucks.

Went to shop for houses today. Visited a few, which were quite prettay. I think its either Dedap Rd or Serangoon Rd now. The house we saw at Serangoon Rd was 300m away from the MRT and the soon-to-open shopping centre! Omg. But the one at Dedap Rd looks really peaceful. Dunno which to choose!

One of the contractors told us that a person had asked him to rebuilt one of the houses in Serangoon Garden. But when the Fengshui master stepped into the house to inspect the surroundings, white foam came out of his mouth, and the wheel (or something) that he had on his hand started turning vigorously. The contractor told us that the house was damn 'unclean', and its still unsold even though its asking at a relatively low price.

My family were so piqued by his story that we decided to take a look at the house. But sadly, we couldn't even find the house lar. We went around the estate 3 times, and we still couldn't find it. But maybe its a lucky thing.

Okay I'm getting bored of blogging, and I believe people who even bother to read this are dozing off too. Tata~